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Thursday, September 13, 2007

Fairytale #3



Yesterday was fine in school.. Volleyball in the afternoon and went to Orchard for dinner.. Night was so moody that I cried myself to sleep.. Down down down......

Woke up happy! Didnt go to school.. Not for today and tomorrow.. Yeah curse me but im not going.. Went down for work till about 930pm and met up with Zhuzhu.. He sent me home. So sweet huh? We didnt talk much though.. After sending me back he went home by himself. Wasnt that a waste of time? Maybe not..

Feeling so tired though I slept alot today.. Not as sad as yesterday but theres still this pinch of sadness in me.. Sort of depressed by it.. Well, it's not going to stop me from going to play pool tomorrow.. I love pool.. It's indoors, no sweat, no need for sports wear (can dress sexy to play pool... Hoho!) Clevage wanted!!

I think I should stop listening to these sad songs! Its bringing me down.. Especially if Im singing to it.. Oh SuckS! It brings tears to me.. Or perhaps Im just too emotional.. Trust me I wont cry in front of other people.. Egoistic Girl I Am! [>.<]v!!

Thanks to my emotions at times.. When Im writing songs especially.. I need the emotions.. STRONG feelings. Sad, Happy, Loved, Tensed, Seneries... Oh manz I really need to be full of emotions to pen a good one down..

Looking at my life, It wasnt as exciting as many of my friends will think it was. How interesting can life be without love? (p.s.: from the opposite sex) Im getting more and more lesbian orientated but just how much I prevent myself from being like them. I need more guy friends. Save me! Seriously.

Shoot me. The wounds hurt. They hurt badly.

*[[ Princess-Cast-Spells-4-Love... ]]*
|9/13/2007 01:28:00 AM|


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